I Became a daddy. Now what?

I became a Daddy. Something I wanted but I thought I shouldn't because I didn't think I could be loving or caring or a good enough person. Now I am one so Neko, Tanggun, Cheddar, Gouda, Gorgonzola you have to accept it. 

Boy, is it scary. Oh, Baby, Mommy gave you a name. It is Hazell. 

I have thoughts about the name but I would like to live so let me say that I love the name. I would have still rather named you Tanggun: Carrot. You are my carrot and my love. 

I would like to ask you your thoughts on my performance as a father. How do I fair? I hope I get a passing grade. 

How is my diaper changing skill? I think I have improved a lot. What do you think? 

Love 

Daddy